Raped by my childhood?
What the [bad word] do I know about rape anyway?
Well, I guess it's fun to pretend.
Sorry.
Just a thought that occured when I wasn't quite awake enough
To dismiss.

It's easy.
(You always used to stay within arms reach.)
To cheapen an event.
(But now it seems I'm all by myself)
By pretending it happened.
Only by pretending it happened.
(Save my life.)
Life.

(My life was taken tonight.)
My life.
(My life was taken tonight.)
My life.

Boring cliched [bad word] 
I think I should start doing aerobics.
And the rest...

Boxes of cats,
People with Taz tattoos,
Explosive personalities,
Self-centeredness,
Protractor from junior geometry sets,
Inability to do math,
Geography.

Polaroids
(Tonight)
Of polar bears.
(Tonight)
Polaroids
(My life)
Of polar bears.

Polaroids...