even now
the world is bleedin'
but feelin' just fine
all numb in our castle
where we're always free to choose
never free enough to find
i wish somethin' would break
cuz [bad word]  out of time

and i am [bad word] i am [bad word] holy water in my lungs
i am [bad word] 
these women in the street pullin' out their hair
my master's in the yard
givin' light to the unaware
this plastic little place
is just a step amongst the stairs

and i am [bad word] i am [bad word] baby
holy water in my lungs
i am [bad word] 
so drive me out
out to that open field
turn the ignition off
and spin around
your help is here
but i'm parked in this open space
blockin' the gates of love

i am [bad word] i am [bad word] holy water in my lungs
i am [bad word] 
beautiful drowning
this beautiful drowning
this holy water
this holy water is in my lungs
and i am [bad word] i am [bad word] i am [bad word] i am [bad word]