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isnt it funny how i [bad word] up all the time?

dont you laugh at how you cant make up your mind?

arent you grateful that i dont really exist?

dont you love me? i dont get why you’re that [bad word] 
sorry that i had to be what i only knew of me

didnt wanna be that guy who tore out your insides

dont you remember all of our dreaming

wont you ever know that you’re my meaning