I took the train up from Illinois I was followin' threw on a letter you sent
always feared that you'd be [bad word]  [bad word] to yourself to the better end. 
Just kinda happened, or so she said, she was drinkin and lonely and you know the rest. 
And he meant nothing, he was havin a stand he said she loves me still and was a second chance
 [bad word] 
I don't want to be together, I don't want to be apart, 
I don't want of this love for ya honey deep deep down in my heart. 

Where's my golden crown that you took and passed around, 
There's no telling what a man might do with a life like this when it all falls threw 
 [bad word] 

You were my [bad word] [bad word]  can't you see what you put me threw? 
The love that tears me apart still beats deep deep down in my heart, deep deep down in my heart