Those words seemed so sincere 
And I've been so lonely here 
I find myself lost in escape 

Marked by hands I held as my anchor 
But in your shallow sea I drown 

I can still hear the trees 
At my back and haunting me. 
Unafraid, unaffected, 
This has all gone so wrong. 
Under this December sky, 
I walked [bad word]  
Counting steps, of what's left 
To bring this all to an end 

Outside you will find the ring that once belonged to me 
(Just give me one reason why 
Well maybe some other time) 
Sharing space with her face 
(You think this all is a game, 
It's not a game to me) 
Pictures on the drivers seat 

So now we we will both kill the messenger 
It's such a blur 
You didn't even see 
This meant everything to me 

Invisible, plans you made  [bad word] me 
Tethered to the dream of you 
But disappearing 

If it's grey then 
Just leave it 
Some colors start bleeding 
So guard yourself 
That's what my folks used to say 
Defended your secrets 
Claiming past loves and regrets 
The ambition was hidden 
To shield yourself from the blame 

Outside you will find the ring that once belonged to me 
(Just give me one reason why 
Well maybe some other time) 
Sharing space with her face 
(You think this all is a game, 
It's not a game to me) 
Pictures on the drivers seat 

Your failing words once moved heaven and earth 
But now they can't make me believe 

Invisible, plans you made  [bad word] me 
Tethered to the dream of you 
But disappearing 

Those words seemed so sincere, 
In this shallow sea I drown. 

You want [bad word] and hide to catch your breath 
(This can't be happening) 
But why don't [bad word] inside and capture all that's left 
(This can't be happening) 
Capture all that's left 
(Oh, but this is happening) 
I don't want to wait for this  [bad word] list, the longing kiss 
Making all the moments last 
As if we had, the sentiment 

Yearning for the sound 
Breaking from the crowd 
Leaving all the cynics 
Racing for the finish 
 [bad word]  [bad word]  [bad word]  [bad word] out 

If I should die 
If I should.