Forever waiting for disaster

What David calls servant and master,
will you play it, too?
As this displacement begs for water,
swimming, bathing, drowning in Sorrow,

Scream with me

I crawl across this cracked expansion.
I'll be buried soon
beneath the sand with pure intentions,
wanting something, someone to follow

For a change I'll refrain
from hiding all of me from you.
Here's my lullaby
Pray for rain, lose your name
And watch all your dreams fall through.
Hush now, don't you cry.

I swoon upon my [bad word] crashin'
Will you bury me?
Today, this small favor I'm askin' 
Hold me. You may drop me tomorrow.

For a change, I'll refrain
From hiding all of me from you.
Here's my lullaby
Pray for rain, lose your name
And watch all your dreams fall through

For a change, I'll refrain
From hiding all of me from you
Pray for rain, lose your name
And watch all your dreams fall through
It's my lullaby,
Hush now, don't you cry.

Calm [bad word] down, cold resides with me.
I flee to [bad word] 
As you exhale, I breathe in and seek into the [bad word] 
and I'll grow pale without you.