She's Getting Married Tomorrow

I

There is a girl I know so well
In fact I've known her for a lifetime
My mom knew hers and hers knew mine
So we've been friends since early childhood

As we were kids we used to play
Together and hide from the thunder
And in such times you held me tight
You know it later made me wonder
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If there was something more (than just a sense of safety)
Or do I just want it to be so?
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She's getting married tomorrow
And I, I'm in deep, deep sorrow
For all these years I've been trying to make you like me
But now I guess it was all in vain

II

Later in school we used to miss
The lessons that we didn't care for
I got your back and you got mine
That even made me like you more

We were just friends, but friends indeed
Although you made my girlfriends jealous
We could share things so intimate
That I would never tell my fellas
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Remember that dance at the prom? (when you gave me that kiss)
Sure, it hadn't meant anything
Until I found out that
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Bridge:

In college we still kept in touch
But not as much as back in school
I've never cared for all the boys
You had, I know I was a fool

I've never thought some of these guys
Can make you want something serious
This thought just [bad word] my mind
While I forgot love was mysterious
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