When I pretend everything is what I want it to be
I look exactly like what you had always wanted to see
When I pretend, I can't forget about the criminal I am
Stealing second after second just cause I know I can but
I can't pretend this is the way it'll stay I'm just
(trying to bend the [bad word] 
I can't pretend I'm who you want me to be, so I'm
 [bad word] ]
(Lying my way from you)
No no turning back now
(I wanna be pushed aside so let me go)
No no turning back now
(Let me take back my life,I'd rather be all alone)
No turning back now
(Anywhere on my own cause I can see)
No no turning back now
(The very worst part of you is me)

I remember what they taught to me
Remember condescending talk of who I ought to be
Remember listening to all of that and this again
So I pretended up a person who was [bad word]  in
And now you think this person really is me and I'm
(Trying to bend the [bad word] 
But the more I push the more I'm pulling away 'cause I'm
 [bad word] ]
(Lying my way from you)
No no turning back now
(I wanna be pushed aside so let me go)
No no turning back now
(Let me take back my life I'd rather be all alone)
No turning back now
(Anywhere on my own cause I can see)
No no turning back now
(The very worst part of you)
(The very worst part of you is ME)

This isn't what I wanted to be, I never thought that what I said would
have [bad word] from me
Like This
This isn't what I wanted to be, I never thought that what I said would
have [bad word] from me
Like This
This isn't what I wanted to be, I never thought that what I said would
have [bad word] from me
Like This
This isn't what I wanted to be, I never thought that what I said would
have [bad word] from me
Like This
 [bad word] ]
(You)
No turning back now
(I wanna be pushed aside so let me go)
No no turning back now
(Let me take back my life I'd rather be all alone)
No turning back now
(Anywhere on my own cause I can see)
No no turning back now
(The very worst part of you)
(The very worst part of you is me)