Spurned my own motives.
Can I vacate these premises?
Siphoned off,
Sealed my walls.

Strike a light then [bad word] the vice.

Callouses that keep my peace - blemished blissfully,
torched off in a fiery sea,
defiled first degree.

Searching flames darkens embrace.

And lost crimes laid raw and bare,
guarded eyes with [bad word] glare.

Incendiary [bad word] 
Picking out thoughts like carrion,
cannot put the finger on.
Un-brotherly love sears
worse than those unknown.

Shards of spite cut lines of sight.

And lost crimes laid raw and bare,
guarded eyes with [bad word] glare.

Incendiary [bad word]