What's going on where the [bad word] am I
 Voices visions swirl around my mind
 Where did [bad word] from
 Where did they go
 How the [bad word] am I to know
 [bad word] this constant drive that keeps me going
 And chasing myself to feel alive
 What will I [bad word]  a monster a travesty
 Or will I [bad word] set free
 Where the [bad word] did [bad word] from
 Where do I go and what have I done
 Who the [bad word] am I to know

 Burn the mind insanity
 Cut the flesh depravity
 [bad word] the demon tragedy
 That does not rest

 This burning [bad word] down my spine
 The blade is twitching I feel alive
 Do I want this so much now seriously
 Who the [bad word] am I know
 Time to act on these urges to take what's mine
 To have I want to feel the coursing [bad word] down my arm
 But why
 Who the [bad word] am I to know
 I see the pain it inflicts on me
 The [bad word] as metal and flesh meet finally
 [bad word] to this but why again
 Who the [bad word] am I to know
 The transformation is [bad word] I brought the pain with me
 To be all questions answered I know for sure
 I am degenerate I am forever more