As I recall my destination
wasn't handed to me at birth.
I would strole the streams and pavement
just to find my piece of earth.

Looking for a confirmation,
that the way I chose [bad word] to an end that would provide me
with [bad word] for my mom.

It's all for and its call to this nation
that I know I will have to face
but I just hope to use the back door
to sneak in and find my pain.

So I fall into my own creation,
if you like it and if you don't.
Well its my home and its [bad word] 
Its my whole and its my hurt.

Well It just took the time to find me
and I won't be letting go.
It's the only thing that keeps me here,
It's the only thing I know.

As I recall my destination
wasn't handed to me at birth.
I will strole the streams and pavement
just to find how much I was worth.

Looking for your confirmation,
Looking for you to hold
So I can let this fascination
not grow old like you.

All the things in the wolrd she said (X99999)

I could be all that I ever intended,
I could be four times the man that I am.
I could be free from the search to fulfil myself,
and be free from this race I'm in.

I could be drawn to the founds of the making,
I could be peeled from the wall of my cell.
but it won't solve the fact that I'm aching,
cause I miss at will.