why do i lie to myself
looking in her eyes i can see

you're not what i thought 
you are not a part of me

and i know you can never be
how 
do you live with yourself
putting my heart on a shelf

nothing left to say 
nothing left to do but go
and i wish i was someone else

im fighting with myself

to try and forget you
im [bad word] to hold on

to this broken dream

im fighting with myself

to keep on believing
that one day ill be free

from this pain you're causing me
fighting with myself
i don't wanna do this no more
i don't wanna know whats in store

nothing left to say
nothing left to do 
but go

and i wish i was somewhere else

im fighting with myself

to try and forget you
im [bad word] to hold on
to this broken dream
im fighting with myself 
to keep on believing

that one day I’ll be free
from this pain you're causing me
fighting with myself

and you touch 
but you don't feel

and you look 
but you don't see

and you talk
but you don't speak

fighting with myself
to try and forget you
im [bad word] to hold on

to this broken dream

im fighting with myself 
to keep on believing
that one day ill be free from this pain you're causing me
fighting with myself
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