I can't be without you, 
Though I'm learning that I have to, 
And it hurts my heart. 
I stare at our picture. 
There's no warmth in this frame. 
I missed your call another day, 
And though the years will pass you so quickly, 
I hope you know that I'll be here, 
If ever you need me, but... 
Its all my fault for bringing on this pain. 
I locked my vaults and threw away the keys. 
So kill it out of me, so quickly I need you to know, 
I didn't plan for this and while you grow, 
I want to be there for it. 
Please promise me I'll get the chance another day. 
Well I've been without you, 
And each night it keeps me up wide awake, 
different place I'm only doing what I know how to do. 
To best provide for you. 
Though I can't spend my time with you