How can you stay focused? How can you see straight? When your world is seen through a happy rose tint. I don’t think I [bad word] with your heavy finger on the button. It makes me quench to think that you love me more than the woman who labored six hours. To hold my body under her arms, in her arms. [bad word] YOU JESUUUUUUUS....

I was standing on that field of quick. The gates of heaven for the years of my life I have paid for others love a mighty fear of god. And for years of my life taken, and the weight upon my shoulders. And I fear that if I told you, my love, that fear is forgiven as the great book has told than the will of god will [bad word] and scratch me like an ancient will. The will of god will [bad word] and scratch me like an ancient swarm… wrarararaarhwhrhwhrhg! 

So I ask and be denied: lord give everyone on this planet a chance to defy and to stand strongly on your shoulders. Tell me when you drop the statement of what you want me to do. 

To stand, stand so heavy up for my god. I fear you won’t forgive me like the great book has told. To stand, stand so heavy up for my god. I fear you won’t forgive me like the great book, like the great book has told. 

I wish you did exist because I’d part your [bad word] like the red [bad word]  sea, and [bad word] you until you bleed.