I wish I could be like the king who said to his people: my friends this is now the end if we loose the battle we shall live forever. The people of the sun will remember this day and give us immortality long after I've gone Long after the sun. I want to be like this king but I can't stand the pain my friends and I keep looking for all the faces I had before the world began. I've only know desire and my poor soul will burn into eternal fire and I can't even cry - a sphinx can never cry. I am standing in the sun I wish that I could be a silent sphinx eternally. I don't want any past only want things which cannot last and I can't even cry through God knows how I try - a sphinx can never cry and sphinxes never die. I'm famous or am I infamous ? It doesen't matter much any more phony words of love or painfully [bad word] I've heard it all before appraisal or critics and even politics a conversation piece a woman or a priest it's all a point of view. I am standing in the sun