My arms are sliced up but I'm not embarrassed 
It's the only way I get attention now from my parents 
It's not like they really take the time to be caring 
They just use me to watch the baby when [bad word] they errands 
My name is ___ I got a friend named Karen
She gave me your CD with the track for Eminem 
You wrote a song called #1 fan I listened and 
I wanted to know if you can help me like you was helping them 
She had something even harder to be mentioning 
Like every single day I [bad word] just with [bad word] in 
Plus the boys won't give me no attention and 
I get teased and made fun of by all my friends and then 
See I'm feeling like I'm wishing now that I could end 
My life cuz I'm sick and tired of all the time I spend 
Trying to figure out how I could be worth anything 
Can u help me KJ from your fan 

I'm writing this letter 
Cause I have to tell ya 
I need some help from you 
I'm writing this letter
I hope that you get it 
I need some help from you 

I live with my mom ever since my parents split 
And At home I spend my time on the Internet
Looking at [bad word] Im addicted and I'm sick of it 
Myspace [bad word] is mostly where I'm getting it 
On top of that there's videos that I can watch 
And I really wanna quit but its like I can't stop 
See I'm scared that I'm just gonna get caught 
And when I see a girl all I think is dirty thoughts 
And its not that I don't know that it's really wrong 
But its right there for me every time I'm logging on 
I got all your CD's I really like your songs 
Well I downloaded em but anyway moving on 
My screen name is KJ-52 is the bomb 
I want to do a website KJ rock's [bad word] 
I really some help cuz I can't tell my Mom
Oh by the way my real name is ___

I'm writing this letter 
Cause I have to tell ya 
I need some help from you 
I'm writing this letter
I hope that you get it 
I need some help from you 

I took the time just to write you 
We play you every Wednesday at my youth group
I love your music and we all think that you's cool 
But I been [bad word] ever since I moved to a new school 
See everybody thinks that I'm the perfect Christian girl
I had a hard time trying to believe that God is real
I've been on mission trips and camps the whole deal 
My dad had cancer tho I prayed that God would heal 
But he died anyway so it's hard to feel 
Like he cares about me so was it God's will 
To take away my dad I really got a raw deal 
Sometimes I just want to swallow all my mom's pills 
When I pray I really doubt it 
I've lost my way or maybe I've never found it 
I been smoking and drinking nobody knows about it
By the way my name is ___ don't mispronounce it...

If I could write to every kid that's out there 
Every kid that's hurting feels like nobody cares 
I would tell them that God can wipe away tear 
And he's right near and I would say it quite clear 
Your here for a reason you're not a mistake
You are a special creation that God himself made 
To the victims of abuse to every girl that was raped
You can live you can be free from your pain
And find strength and no longer be ashamed 
You can find peace and hope In Jesus name
You aint gotta live with this hurt every day
Christ came to give you life in a much better way
To every kid right now that's full of hate
And bitterness I'd tell em just to give it all away
To the one that came to take all the blame 
That's what I'd write here's what I'd say