"Rocketship"

They’ll find it on the stairs 
Politely placed it there 
Been so unkind without a hint 
No warning sign for them 
Read my apology 
Their hope of disbelief 
But no denial changes things 
No remedy ahead 
I am not to be martyred 
I am not to be worshipped 
I did it not to be strong, strong, strong 
I implicate no others in this crime 
I’m off on a rocketship prepared for something new 
I’m off on a rok-it-ship ecstatic with the view 
I am scared of the things [bad word] 
And I want for the things I don’t have 
Cannot stand to be one of many 
I’m not what they are 
We'll gather in my name 
The morning will begin 
It's all or nothing over there 
It's teasing me again 
I am not to be martyred 
I am not to be worshipped 
I did it not to be strong, strong, strong 
I implicate no others in this crime 
I’m off on a rocketship prepared for something new 
I’m off on a rok-it-ship ecstatic with the view 
I am scared of the things [bad word] 
And I want for the things I don’t have 
Cannot stand to be one of many 
I’m not what they are 
I’m not what they are