I’m never gonna talk about it
I’m never gonna think about it
I’m gonna swallow hard
This couldn’t ever happen, it didn’t ever happen to me
But somehow it did
Did I deserve it?

If you’re as sick as your secrets
Then I predict disaster
If you’re as sick as your secrets
You should know the answer

I’ll fold the sheets into place
I’ll unpick the apple
I’ll make a fuss if I want , this is my disaster
An ambush that I was never meant to see
This is a big mess that I just couldn’t keep to myself

I’m never gonna go, never ever go back, I’m not safe
I don’t want to go tomorrow, I want [bad word] away
I’m gonna blame myself, I’ll always blame myself for this
An impressive show of ignorance