I'm broken down
Try to keep firmly on the ground
When walking through that open door

I'm risking it all
But it's a chance I got to take
Better to be than be for gone

'Cause I'm out of control
And so insecure
But it only makes me want it more
The harder I try
The further it seems to slip away

You keep pulling me down
Can't take any more
I'm fighting this battle on my own
Should I surrender if I fall

I [bad word] 
I'm only hiding from myself
I feel like I suffocate
I gotta get away
I'm only hiding from the [bad word] 
I feel like I suffocate
I [bad word] 
Runaway...

There's something inside
Staring me right into my eyes
I'm [bad word] my conscious as my friend

I try and I try
But you just keep me holding on
When will this nightmare ever end

I [bad word] 
I'm only hiding from myself
I feel like I suffocate
I gotta get away
I'm only hiding from the [bad word] 
I feel like I suffocate [bad word] 
Runaway
Get away [bad word]