After 20 years, you analyze a lot
You know, remember people, heroism
Many [bad word] up to me and say, that, had they been there
They surely would have died
But no, it makes no sense
Because until you're in a situation like that
You have no idea how you'll behave

Fronted by solitude without decadence or a
Single material thing to prostitute and elevate you to a spiritual plane
Where I felt the presence of God
Now, there's the God they taught me about at school
And there is the God that's hidden by what surrounds us in this civilization
That's the God I meant

My mind is in a state
'cause all I seem to do is tempt my fate
Well I try every space
But all the while I'm [bad word] at the gate

This time
This time

My mind is in a state
'cause everything I miss [bad word] too late
So I try and disappear
But there is only one way out of here

This time
This time

My mind is in a state
But all I need to do is change my pace
And I know there's fear to face
But happiness is firm in its embrace

This time
This time