Brought into line with the rhythm
Try hard to set your eyes open
Look around, there’s no one here
You could recognize
No familiar faces define your presence
Here

Here, in this room
Here, in this bed
Here, at the time.

It was all meant to be a definite solution,
definite solution? -
No further questioning
No further questioning? -
It was all meant to be …

One [bad word] through the window
The sun is glittering on crystal [bad word] desperate, the glassy essence
Of broken light, like broken limbs

Hear the sound, the pulsating ‘me’
On the screen
I can watch myself flicker
To the fatal beat
The beat of [bad word] of painful ups and downs [bad word] desperate through the window
Glittering like sun on crystal [bad word] desperate, the glassy essence
Of broken light, broken limbs [bad word] desperate
dream within a dream
Forgive the acting, forgive the [bad word] desperate
It all seems so unreal
What am I doing here?
And somehow -
Stand still gasping [bad word] desperate
Running … [bad word]