I have memories
 Clouded by sorrow
 Of a time in life
 When blood ran though my veins 

 But these walls keep closing
 Suffocating
 And now I'm trapped beneath
 The weight of my own loss 

 In [bad word] 
 Of my misery
 I gasp for air
 Only to drown
 Again 

 Unending waves of memories
 Life's only gife bestowed to me 

 Regret
 Every moment marks
 breaking of my heart
 And now I'm left alone
 With this ghost that I've [bad word] 
 For years I've built
 This monument of pain
 I must find a way
 To never feel again