I'm not [bad word] blind to the way
That you talk around the [bad word] Not just what you say
But what you do
Played this tug of war way too [bad word] long
Like every time
Again I've lost
You've won

You took advantage of the [bad word] that I gave (I gave!)
Took my [bad word] it back in my face (My face!)
Reaching for words
But there's nothing to say (To say!)
I'm left to wonder
Will this ever be the same

This rage
Burning through my veins
Regret consumes my mind
Cutting deeply like a razor blade
Will I live to see another day
Without questioning your motives
With constant doubt

You took advantage of the [bad word] that I gave (I gave!)
Took my [bad word] it back in my face (My face!)
Reaching for words
But there's nothing to say (To say!)
I'm left to wonder
Will this ever be the same

And as we sit back waiting
For these scars to heal
Try to convince ourselves
That this
That this isn't real
Will you allow me forget your past
Or will you always hang it over my head