It was on our wedding day 
When my heart began to stray 
Never thought I'd make such a big mistake 
Throw my life away 

I've gone days without food 
I've went weeks without sleep 
Keeping this in 
I've got cuts I can't close 
I've got wounds that won't heal 
It's all your fault 

I've been shattered and wrecked 
My hands covered in blood 
Scars on my skin 
I forgot how to feel 
Now I'm weak with deceit 
My skin is paper thin 

We get through this 
Feeling it, keeping it, holdin' it in 
We go through this 
Over and over again 

I'd go years without tears 
In a life with no fear 
life without you 
Now I'm breaking my back as 
I cover my tracks 
My skin is paper thin once again 

We get through this 
Feeling it, keeping it, holdin' it in 
We go through this 
Over and over again 

I've gone days without food 
I've went weeks without sleep 
Keeping this in 
I've got cuts I can't close 
I've got wounds that won't heal 
It's all your fault 

My American dream 
Wasn't ever to lie, steal and cheat 
He won't leave her for this 
What's the point? 
I wish they would die 

We get through this 
Feeling it, keeping it, holdin' it in 
We go through this 
Over and over again 

We get through this 
Feeling it, keeping it, holdin' it in 
We go through this 
Over and over again 

This was not a test 
This was all for real 
This was not a test 
This was all for real 
This was not a test 
This was all for real 
This was not a test 
This was all for real