[bad word] 
Now I’m without you and I just can’t hide it
You’ll never know anything that I feel inside.
You know I still love you, but I stay divided
Cause I always hated your suicide.

[Verse]
I guess you’ll never bother
Looking back.
Call me up to say your last goodbye.

Did you think that I could just let you go?
I wish I could’ve said the words still
To save you.

 [bad word] 
Now I’m without you and I just can’t hide it
You’ll never know anything that I feel inside.
You know I still love you, but I stay divided
Cause I always hated your suicide.

How could you leave us behind?
I was only a boy.
And you made mother cry,
So I burry my grief far below, deep inside,
What else could I do?
You’re gone and it’s [bad word] 
We saved your life, cuts like a knife.

[Bridge]
It’s always hard to leave the past behind
I hope someday I’ll get the chance to, to tell you

 [bad word] 
Now I’m without you and I just can’t hide it
You’ll never know anything that I feel inside.
You know I still love you, but I stay divided
Cause I always hated your suicide.
I always hated your suicide.