"Simmer"

Where it starts
And where it ends
Is here in my bedroom

Chatter from vents
Is the only thing seeping through

I see spiders defend
The same space I’m living in
I should be calmer to mend
The words are mattering

What am I waiting for?
Somebody to break in
What am I aiming towards?
fight that never ends
What am I searching for?
light to shine again

silent curtain
Still the world’s still grinning
I need a strong arm my friend
To keep me from simmering 

What am I waiting for?
Somebody to break in
What am I aiming towards?
fight that never ends
What am I searching for?
light to shine again
 [bad word] Nothing [bad word] Nothing [bad word] 
If I get up
I’ll let this end
Where do I begin?

What am I waiting for?
Somebody to break in
What am I aiming towards?
fight that never ends
What am I searching for?
light to shine again
 [bad word] Nothing [bad word] Nothing [bad word] Nothing [bad word] Nothing [bad word] 
That’s where it starts
That’s where it ends
That’s where it starts
That’s where it ends
That’s where it starts
And where it ends

 [bad word] [bad word]