I want to preach the Word
they want massages
I check chapter and verse
they check their watches
I spy another yawn
I might as well be gone
let’s stand and say "Amen"
some days I must admit
I still don’t get this
could be it’s time to quit
when days get like this
I slip into the night
then stumble towards the light
wake up and try again
 [bad word] 
when You called my name
I didn’t know how far the calling went
when You called my name
I didn’t know what that word really meant
when I recall Your call
I feel
so small

could be I’m losing touch
could be they don’t care
Lord knows I don’t know much
Lord knows I’ve been there
I trip toward my retreat
I fall down at Your feet
get up and try again

 [bad word] 
when You called my name
I didn’t know how far the calling went
when You called my name
I didn’t know what that word really meant
when I recall Your call
I feel
so small
Lord, what did you see
when you called out for me?

I start losing heart
and then
 [bad word] again
lifted from despair
by the prayers of someone
lifted form despair
by the prayers of someone