Turn me into your best violence machine
Without concern for how it's sure to damage me
Your eyes wide as the third child learns to balance love and fear
Learn to fly towards an endless tide wishing Valentine were here

I don't know who I'm supposed to be
But I'm not allowed to fail
If our future relies on me
Then I'm not allowed to fail
I don't know who I'm supposed to be
But I'm not allowed to fail
If our future relies on me
Then I can't afford to fail

Get more from hatred then I do from empathy
No lasting friendship as you choose my enemies
You stand by all the killing while a lack of mercy earns the crown
Somehow I learn to love them while I put them in the ground

No one else can help me
I'll learn to [bad word] myself
You think you can [bad word] me?
I'll hold my ground
What will it take to break me?
I don't even know myself
But I know the enemy's gate is down