Shibire wo [bad word] Boku wa mazo no chi wo hiki
Sado no kimi wo matsu
Dekireba doku no baiser de

Hitan yue ni bitoku [bad word] 
Kimi wa saigo no mama de
Kioku ubete kizukarenu you ni 
Saisho no mama

Tokei wa hidarimawari demo  [bad word] tsumi wa [bad word] Saisho de saigo no rikaisha yakitsukete
 [bad word] boku wo mite 
Tsuyoku [bad word] yasashiku 
Muriyari no ketsudan [bad word] kimi ni wa ienai

Kawa no kishimu oto ga itai 
Kizu wo [bad word] yukou [bad word] kimi wa
Itsu demo reiketsu na no

Osanai koro no gyakutai ga ne
Ima demo wasurezu ni itai
Naze mama wa inai no 
Oshiete yo

Ah itsu ka wa yasashisa ni kizuite 
Haha [bad word] yurikago no naka de

Hitsuu yue ni mae ga [bad word] 
Boku no saigo no mama de
Semete kimi ni kizukarenu you ni
Saisho no mama

Tokei wa hidarimawari demo  [bad word] tsumi wa [bad word] Saisho de saigo no rikaisha  [bad word] 
Boku ni wa yasashisugita no ka na
Mukashi no TRAUMA wo utsushi
Saigo no kimi made  [bad word] boku wa sado


+eng.translation+

impatient the [bad word] s [bad word] in my veins I wait for you, the [bad word] if I can do it with a poisonous kiss

because of sorrow I cannot see virtue you are the last mother
the memory buried so that you won't realise the first mother
even though the clock turns backwards the sin [bad word] can't be changed
the first and last person who understood me is burned into my memory

see me resisting strongly and then kindly forcing a decision
I can never tell you
the creaking sound of leather hurts me let's make the wound even deeper
you, deeply jealous are you always so cold-hearted?
even now I don't want to forget the abuse of my childhood
why don't I have a mother? tell me...

someday I'll realise kindness inside the mother-like "cradle"...

because of anguish I cannot see before me my last mother
at least, so that you won't realise the first mother
even though the clock turns backwards the sin [bad word] can't be changed
the first and last person who understood me is destroyed

were you too kind to me? the reflection of a trauma from long ago
I destroyed you, the last one am I a [bad word]