Take what I want now 
Leave the pain with you 
Unmoved by heartache 
Moved away from you 

What if I [bad word] now 
What if I could die 
What if I could make my heart explode and never cry 

I hate what I am now 
? in love 
I hate what I have now 
You I'm tired of 

What if I [bad word] now 
What if I could die 
What if I could make my heart explode and never cry 

What if I could free you 
What if you could smile 
What if I could make your heart ignite just for a while 

What if I [bad word] now 
What if I could die 
What if I could make my heart explode and never cry 

What if I could free you 
What if you could smile 
What if I could make your heart ignite just for a while 

What if I could die now 
What if I could go 
I always loved alone 
I never ever showed