Calm down, pull yourself together
It’ll be alright.
Regrets, you’re [bad word] useless,
But I can’t, go back.

But if she wanted me to stay,
How could I go?
I should have known it was the first time.
You can’t be giving back what you take, it’s all on me.
I can’t believe it was the first time

I wonder, how she will remember me,
As time goes by.
Was it just,
How she was imagining?
If I called tonight, 
Would she tell me why?

But if she wanted me to stay,
How could I go?
I should have known it was the first time.
You can’t be giving back what you take, it’s all on me.
I can’t believe it was the first time.

Did it mean, everything?
‘Cause I can feel her tears fall to the ground.
Would it be like, the first time?
Oh…

But if she wanted me to stay…

You can’t be giving back what you take, it’s all on me.
I can’t believe it was the first time.
Yeah, yeah, ha-ah-ah…

I can’t believe it was her first time.