Looking back in anger, looking back with joy and laughs

Dont ask me all those questions, cause I dont have the answers now

I tried to hold back, all my thoughts and all my dreams

Just to make thing better, I was using myself past my means

But all those days are gone

And I cant find the path that I should follow

Im walking unknown land

Mile after mile I search the way back to my mind

And I cannot believe how hard it is to find

When Im down

I used to make things easy, I used to be a happy guy

But now things seem so different, that I cant even play the game

I got to try, to find a way through all this now yeah

So what I need now, is someone to read the map cause I dont know how

I feel ashamed and Im to blame

Cause I tried to be, I tried to see things from my side

And I also bleed, I also need some space

Its time to close this case