I lost myself in her again but I don't care
Even when I'm all alone she's standing there
So I lie awake and I waste away
Disappear for a moment

Is she only in my dreams
Will I ever be released
She's my best mistake
And I like paying for it

Overanalytical and open wide
We're conjuring the chemical side by side
We're tangled up and we hide away
Leave the world for a moment

Is she only in my dreams
Will I ever be released
She's my best mistake
And I like paying for it

She's consuming constantly
And I forget everything I need
She's my best mistake
And I like paying for it