tears
are falling down
and I [bad word] from the feelings
day we fell apart
still in my heart
I was too silly 
and now
you're with another guy
he seems to be
much more better than I
these thoughts
are still inside my head
and now everything I have is just
 [bad word] [bad word] in the morning, 
gayporn in the evening,  [bad word] [bad word] after lanch
that's how I killed my feelings [bad word] [bad word] in the bathroom, [bad word] [bad word] in the kitchen,  [bad word] [bad word] in the bedroom
tha's how I spent my weekends } 2 times