found out how scared you were
to ask how I knew
everything
but not how I ever blamed you.
I know you were never aware,
So how could you say

"sorry, how could I take and take

and never think of you?
I'm not sorry I don't care about you."
Found out how little I felt
When I stepped back and heard you say,"it's not my fault- I was raised this way."
And I'll be damned if I pity you
Like I used to do
When I still loved you.