you said take the violin that you hang on your wall 
stick it under your bed before it [bad word] and falls 
just dont open your eyes before counting to ten 
i can hardly remember, just the smell of your hands 
as they danced on my [bad word] over my pores 
with the force of steering wheel [bad word] my bones 
i said you smell like the devil but you feel like the lord 
and when i think of perfection you know i’m thinking of your 
voice when you tell me you dont call him your baby 
because that was the name that you rightfully gave me 
and its foolish to share with someone else 
and my heart goes bum bum bum bum bum 

but you admit that you’re lonely, you’re as cold as a statue 
pleading  [bad word] me’ on the marble that was used to create you 
i cant stand that you’re talking when you shouldn’t be living 
i didn’t dodge all your bullets i just denied that they hit me 
so when my body is bleeding i wont admit that this hurts 
because admitting isn’t fixing so then what is it worth 
so to say you’re unhappy is like saying you’re sorry 
its nothing that i care to hear 

so now the tears in your jeans are the holes in your armor 
you’re the thoughts that i feared, you’re the mountain i’ve conquered 
if i told you i loved you would you reach out and touch me 
you taste like the ocean and your body’s disgusting 
the only reason you breathe is to sleep through the night 
the only reason you speak is to tell me i’m fine 
the only reason you breathe is to sleep through the night 
the only reason you speak is to state that you’re mine 
and my heart goes bum bum bum bum bum