Waking again, don't know why it's far too still tonight
round my bed shadows fall
Thinking of you, where you are and how it got this far
wondering when you might call

Tired and so alone, i ignore the tv drone
every heart beat turns toward the telephone

You're in my mind, in my dreams
i'm cursed or so it seems don't know where to take Flight

always the same old doubt
and it turns me inside out
it's so hard to walk away
Try as i might

cause i'm broken inside pieces of me, intense and obscene
Forced not to show the things that i know
all of the flaws i keep unseen
I turn to you, what else can i do hoping to find a way to see through
break in sky, to get through the night discover the peace i wish i knew

Painting in shades of grey
sifting through the disarray
can i find enough of me to make you stay?

Because i'm broken inside pieces of me, intense and obscene
Forced not to show the things that i know all of the flaws i keep unseen
I turn to you, what else can i do hoping to find a way to see through
break in sky, to get through the night discover the peace i wish i knew

But you, you turn the tide wash over [bad word] set me free
I won't question why or try to disguise all of the things you mean to me
I'll [bad word] in you, what else can i do i can't deny something so [bad word] Look at me now, wondering how i'll keep the peace i found with you