i can recall only this one time this type of control the girl had on my mind
ive fallen deep. i cant get out. ive never acted this way before

i spent days and nights here in my bedroom
trying to write the perfect song to sing to you
write a song a day but you won't like it anyway
back to the drawing board with the words youve heard a million times before

feeling alone, and shes on my mind
try to erase all the pain from that time
shes breaking up and im breakin down
now im headed out of this [bad word] up town

i spent days and nights here in my bedroom
trying to write the perfect song to sing to you
write a song a day but the band wont like it anyway
back to the drawing board with the words youve heard a million times before
in your head

so love me so i can be myself again now maybe
so things are normal in my head im trying to break away this ball and chain
so hate me so things seem normal in my head
things seem normal in my head

i spent days and nights in my bedroom 
trying to write the perfect song to sing to you
i spent days and nights in my bedroom
trying to write the perfect song to sing to you
write a song a day but she wont like it anyway
back to the drawing board with words you youve heard before
in your head

i am dead