You said, "Be careful, it's delicate, things can just [bad word] apart."

But it's not the same for me

It's not the same for me

So I kept treading so carelessly

Thin lines that splintered my ground

But I closed my eyes to them

I closed my eyes to them
 [bad word] 

How did you know that I couldn't be what everyone wanted me to be?

And how did you know that I wouldn't see when everything falls away from me?

When everything falls away from me

One day I woke in [bad word] 
Knee-deep in damage I'd done

And I was ashamed of it

How did [bad word] to this?
 [bad word] x2

When everything falls away from me