drying blood between my teeth
soul on fire fever speaks
hotter water endless thoughts
getting sick and weak and getting off
all these so called friends
who sell me out
to meet their ends
yr pathetic, judge yrself
i don't want or need yr [bad word] help

dying as the summer leaks
drown myself in the kitchen sink
i can't sleep cause the shakes won't quit
a self portrait painted in vomit
burn my wrists with cigarettes
wash the blood out of my dress
feeling cheap feeling dull
burn a road side memorial