OFF THE LIST

Leaving atmosphere behind I know
I’ll stay somewhere else to say "I’m home"
Not much courage left for them to show
Won’t pray to all your gods to all your lords
They won’t ease my load
 [bad word] 
Keep it to yourself
Now strike me off the list
I’ve been working
I’ve been trying hard
Think I did my best
I’m not escaping from your lifestyle
I just need more space
Could you offer anything but loss?
Not in my case

It's hard to start on your own
But somehow it has to be done
Just stop thinking “They go and I follow”

I’ll blow the limits away
No more stress and dismay
No more thinking “They go and I follow”

You do your best it ain’t worth it
So why the [bad word] should I stay?
I won’t be where they go to follow

Leaving atmosphere behind I know
I’ll stay somewhere else to say “I’m home”
Not much courage left for them to show
Won’t pray to all your gods to all your lords
They won’t ease my load