Well, I just need you to know that there are a lot of things I like to tell you about, but I can't, because I merely got through it. And even if you're something from my deeper inner self what you don't deserve. Sometimes I'm just feeling that I just get stuck in a one way road. I'm sad, because I have the feeling that you're definitely not feeling allright, but I can't see why, but we'll keep the option that you gonna tell me some way. I don't know, well if this your sorrow or is it just you're wanna tell me that I'm busted [busted]. I never knew if you 
Realised it all, or is it just something that we all miss. I don't know what to do, but I do know even if there are a lot of these thoughts there's just no posibility for me to handle it any longer, I really do love you...

I! Yes, I!
I love you!
And I know I hurt you,
So I'm empty and cold.
Black shone like gold that night,
So, I lost myself again...

I never ever could imagine that I would act to this worse sometime in my life. It's no longer me anymore, it's just a tiny shadow that is desperatly trying to find out why it went wrong. It's just reading your lyrics makes me feel miserable and myself helpless because I don't understand why you're feeling that way. Someday you ask me what it is about you that makes me feel uncertain about your love and by that time I will know. But now I know that it is a fact that you're not talking to me. You're don't show me anything of your innermost, not your from inside, and it hurts to be quick, because I'm asking myself all day, what I did that you're not able to talk to me. But I'm not able to find out right now, all I know is that I really cannot. 'Cause I don't want to meet you and I don't know what to recognize. All I heard from you last month was just a dream, it was just a dream. And I deeply shiver from my innermost.