I still love you

I still love you
I still feel you
I need you and my soul embraces you

But my heart has a [bad word] against you
It can't forgive you
Whenever [bad word] to make good with you
I find my intention is to hurt you

My darling

My soul tells you
My [bad word] to you about that which tired me of you
I said I'll leave but I can't leave
My soul is at ease in the embrace of your eyes