"Could It Be Any Harder"

You left me with goodbye and open arms
cut so deep I don't deserve
You were always invincible in my eyes
the only thing against us now is time
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Could it be any harder to say goodbye and without you,
Could it be any harder to watch you go, to face what's [bad word] If I only had one more day

I lie down and blind myself with laughter
quick fix of hope is what I'm needing
And now i wish that i could turn back the hours
But i know i just don't have the power
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I'd jump at the chance
We'd drink and we'd dance
And I'd listen close to your every word,
As if its your last, I know its your last,
Cause today, oh, you're gone
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Like sand on my feet
The smell of sweet perfume
You stick to me forever,baby
and I wish you didn't go,
I wish you didn't go
I wish you didn't go away
To touch you again,
With life in your hands
It couldn't be any harder