Im going home 
Downhearted and hoping 
Im close to some new beginning 
I know 
Theres a reason for everything 
 [bad word] and goes 

But so many people are looking to me 
To be strong and to fight 
But Im just surviving 
I may be weak but Im never defeated 
And Ill keep believing 
In clouds with that sweet silver lining 

Most days 
I try my best to put on a brave face 
But inside 
My bones are cold and my heart breaks 
But all the while 
Somethings keeping me safe 
And alive 

 [bad word] 

I wont give up like this 
I will be given strength 
And now that Ive found it 
Nothing can take that away