You fell away
What more can I say?
The feelings evolved
I won’t let it out
I can’t replace
Your screaming face
Feeling the sickness inside
 [bad word] 
Why won’t you die?
Your blood in mine
Will be fine
Then your body will be mine

So many words
Can’t describe my face
This feeling’s evolved
So soon to great bounds
I can’t relate
to a happy state
Feeling the [bad word] inside
 [bad word] 
Why is everything so [bad word] hard for me?
Keep me down to what you think I should be! 
Must you tempt me and provoke the ministry?
Keep on trying, I’m not done so easily (I will not die)

Why is everything so [bad word] hard for me? (I will not die)
Why is everything so [bad word] hard for me? (I will not die)