This is the first day of my last days
I built it up now I take it apart 
Climbed up real high
Now fall down real far

No need for me to stay
The last thing left I just threw it away
I put my faith in god and my [bad word] in you
Now there's nothing more [bad word] up I could do

Wish there was something real
Wish there was something [bad word] 
Wish there was something real
In this world full of you

I'm the one without a soul
I'm the one with this big [bad word] hole
No new tale to tell
Twenty-six years on my way to [bad word] 
Gotta listen to your big time, hard line, bad luck fist [bad word] 
Don't think you're having all the fun
You know me I hate everyone

Wish there was something real
Wish there was something [bad word] 
Wish there was something real
In this world full of you

I want to but I can't turn back
But I want to, but I can't turn back

Wish there was something real
Wish there was something [bad word] 
Wish there was something real
In this world full of you