I am watching the rise and fall of my salvation
There's so much [bad word] around me
such a lack [bad word] I thought it would be fun and games (It would be fun and games)
Instead, It's all the same (It's all the same)
I want something to do
Need to feel the sickness in you

I feel the reason as it's leaving me, no, not again
It's quite deceiving as I'm feeling the flesh made me bad

Yesterday i got so old
I felt like i could die
Yesterday i got so old
It made me want to cry

Go on go on
Just walk away
Go on go on
Your choice is made
Go on go on
And disappear
Go on go on
Away from here

And know i was wrong
When i said it was [bad word] That couldn't be me and be her
In between without you
Without you

Yesterday i got so scared
I shivered like a child
Yesterday away from you
It froze me deep inside [bad word] back come back
Don't walk [bad word] back come [bad word] back [bad word] back come back
Why can't you [bad word] back come [bad word] back to me

And i know i was wrong
When i said it was [bad word] That it couldn't be me and be her
In between without you
Without you

All I wanna do is look for you
I need a fix you need it to
Just to get some sort of attention, attention
What does it mean to you? (What does it mean to you?)
For me, It's something I just do (I just do)
I want something
I need to feel the sickness in you

I feel the reason as it's leaving me, no, not again
It's quite deceiving as I'm feeling the flesh made me bad
I feel the reason as it's leaving me, no, not again
It's quite deceiving as I'm feeling the flesh made me bad