Through the window of my eyes
I can see the rainy day
Sitting in the chair
Of my cool room
Looking for a way
To be the one i am
It's useless to cry
For the things i once have known 
Thinking it [bad word] back and reach my home
It's like a distant, like a distant face
It's like the shadow on my wall
Something that 
That i can't touch 
heavenly past that calls
The shelter of my mind
Hides my laugh and my tear
And i keep on looking for a reason which is not here