I can't deny it, I [bad word] like it.
It brings on confidence and courage that I lost.
I turn into it, it helps me through it, until I lie awake and contemplate it all.

You can't break me.
Taking hold of it all.
I've finally gone straight down.
I can't deny it, I lie and loathe. 
I've finally gone straight down.
I can't deny it, I lie and loathe.

I know I hate you, I can't escape you.
You bring me emptiness and nothing I've [bad word] 
I can't resist it, I wouldn't miss it.
It's [bad word] out, the darkness and the cold.

You can't break me.
Taking hold of it all.
I've finally gone straight down.
I can't deny it, I lie and loathe. 
I've finally gone straight down.
I can't deny it, I lie and loathe.

Loathe, you [bad word] loathe. 
You [bad word] loathe.
Loathe, you [bad word] loathe.
You [bad word] loathe.
You [bad word] loathe.

Loathe.

I've finally gone straight down.
I can't deny it, I lie and loathe. 
I've finally gone straight down.
I can't deny it, I lie and loathe.

You [bad word] loathe.
You [bad word] loathe.
You [bad word] loathe.